haha wow, today my mom and i were just talking and talking about how i sorta wanna go shopping.
she expects me to wear HEALS. i mean.. wear heals casually o-o, but not at school.. im just like.. ugh. wearing heals casually makes me feel like im going to a club or a big bash party or soemthing o-o…
hmm but i do want to go shopping D;.. heals? i donno.
i see everybody having this "i want an asshole type of relationship" ROFL. im just like OHGAWD. haha im already in one. calling him a fag, him calling me an uglykorean, dissing each other.. its good enough (:.
its only been one day since he left to quebec to visit his family, haha funny thing is, i actually miss him D;
today was fun though, drinking at friends place. haha me so bad D;. my friend shrimona came and visit. crazzyy day (: but fun while it lasted. gawd my mom caught me today. @#$@#$@ CRAPASS.
and for once i bought a binder thats bigger than 1inch. then im just like "crap, we’re in gr.12 now".. CRAAPPP. like i still remember when i just got into firstyear of highschool, yes as a freshman, and no im a friggin senior.. LIKE W$#%#$%@#$@ i dont even wanna go into university YET D; im just too scared ;( (more like worried.)
that last kiss on the cheek in my dream, woke me up <3
daddyy ! <3 finally visit me again (:
apparently in the dream “i just woke up” when the dream started, and the setting starts in house. apparently my parents brought a guest? he thought i was good looking while i was wearing my so called PJs.. weirdo.
and then it all skipped till the part where its just me and daddy/daddy and I. daddy was just lying down on the couch, he was wearing my sweater i gave him (: . then i was about to give him a blanket since i thought he would be cold guess not, he told me to come, so i came and lie down on him.
me: “dadddy?” him: ” (: “ me: “daddy i miss you ;(“ him: *in korean* “silly girl, im not gonna die” .. those exact lines, he said that befor he passed away. me: *slowly crying* him: *smiles, eyes start to water* *then kisses on the cheek* /end
its like the movie inception all over again lol, except u dont go into a dream, then another dream -.-..
after that, started crying. and go to the living room, notice it was only a dream ;(
i think i learned that i want my next relationship to last; i don’t want to say yes but because i feel bad for not saying no, or just saying yes only that i have a small crush on you, or maybe just by being desperate (hate when that happens).
" im sick and tired of you that im missin’ " -lights off, jay sean
i’m finally 99.9% over you. only that 0.1% that’s hangin’, is me wanting to be FRIENDS again.
hmm.. thinking. when ever i like someone and if we do go out, it ends up that he breaks up with me. but if someones ask me out, and confirm that i’ll go out with him, it ends up with me breaking up with him. T__T. FRICCKKENN MESSEDD.
him: “sing me a song” her: “no (:” him: “:(“ her: “finefine…” *sings song* him: “zzzzzzzZZZZ” her: “awww you fell asleep on me ;( bum.” him: “goodnight kiss?” her: “i thought u were already sleeping lol” her: “is this kiss on the cheek?” him: “i wanted on the lips, but i guess u don like me :(“
i guess that day, wont happen again. it only happens once, it wont repeat itself again.
- Kiss on the Forehead: We’re cute together . - Kiss on the Cheek: We’re friends. - Kiss on the Hand: I adore you. - Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now. - Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect. - Kiss on the Lips: I LOVE YOU…
____________________________________________________ WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS: - Holding Hands: We definitely like each other. - Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you. - Looking into each other’s Eyes: I like you, for who you are. - Playing with Hair: Let’s fool around. - Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go. - Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ ADVICE: - If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you’re definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ REQUIREMENTS: - Like this after reading!! Or you will have a bad year of Relationships. ____________________________________________________ IF YOU (LIKE), (LOVE), OR (MISS) SOMEONE RIGHT NOW: - and can’t get them out of your head. - then Reblog within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you.
woke up at like 10:30 cuz of friggin construction and ppl moving. ARGH. got grumpy for like a good hour.
went swimming today <3, ate mcD’s, watched sorcerer apprentice; such a gooooddd movie (Y)
finally finish making my own FIRST tumblr. theme <3 took me a good while to understand all those “safe-codes” ment and stuff. finally got it done, this layout isnt that great, but pretty cute.. FORNOW. i put in some cute colours so it wont be AS PLAIN. add some colours to bright up the page. final, add cute stuff (: HEHE. BOOGARS!