weird, it was really sunny this afternoon, suddenly.. out of no where.. PISSING RAIN. gawd dam you rain ;(
such a tiring day today, suppose to go to sheppard and yonge with my mom just becuz she cant speak english.. the person said, take sheppard and take the 85. THAT MOTHER FUDgER, there wasnt a stop that goes to warden. The bus driver was such a dick to my mom just becuz she cant speak english, took the bus all the way to donmills station, took the 85 again. took like a good hour and a half. GAWD DAM IT.
mom was like embarressing me the whole day, with her nagging and OHHMYYGASH.
its sunday, the day when my mom doesnt have work.. the day where she naggs at me. great..
yet today, she let me to go out, but then again.. had to come home before dinner starts, since i have to do the laundry ..
haha sunday is also my laundry day.. yay..?
today was very,very random.. chilled at friend’s place, was suppose to do math, to help a friend for his summer school exam.
instead of that, many distractions since he invited other ppl…. FAIL. instead of studying.. we played basketball.. but then.. suddenly it changed and instead of playing basketball we played SOCCER with the basketball O_O…
Wouldn't it be awesome if we could colab on a notebook cover or design some calendars? I'm running a notebook making company and it'll be cool to get nice designs or w.e. Think of it as designing your own agenda cover.
I also want a new camera! :) SLR
design calendars..! more detailss ploxx..? i would love to help o-o but.. i need more practice on my photoshop haha x)
its the last summer of my highschool life. mom is bothering me like @#$@# just becuz i slacked off like crazy on my gr.11.. report card. crap.
bothering me to come home early, write a friggin essay..THE HECK!?, and study..
like she doesnt even trust me anymore.. like just becuz i slacked off during my gr.11 year, that doesnt mean im going to friggin slack off during gr.12.
OBVIOUSLY i wont slack off during gr.12… FRIGGIN UNIVERSITY. going to be like a friggin nerd next year .. greattt… *sigh*.
mom is just pissing me off like nonstop now, like hollyyy like i know she’s my mom and that she cares about me.. BUT THIS IS GOING WAYY TOO FARRR.. like she’s giving me a FRIGGIN BED timE.. and a FRIGGIN CURFEW like WHAT AM I 5? no. im faking 16 turning 17 this october. GURL PLEAAASSEEEE.
fml i spelled jealous wrong the wholle time, its spelt as jeAlous. FAIL
but i know forsure, that u dont want me anymore.. „why does it matter?
im not sure if i actually do still like him, or is just that i miss us together? confused? maybe.
its so easy to actually hate on someone, but its so hard to actually fall in-love with someone.
really, i dont give a h00t anymore. i still like you, so what? do i care, maybe a bit. i want you back, but i know you dont„ but i only want you, back as ur old self.
to me, u changed.. ur not the same old friendly, innocent, shy, person anymore. ur still friendly but, u dont even care to say hi anymore.. what happened? i thought we’re still friends. i guess friends in ur words means nothing to you. but either way, even when we were together, u quit saying hi, and not even care.
but really i made the same mistake too, i realized how im being selfish and just waits till u say hi to me first, even though u were waiting for me wanting to say, “hey” our use to be daily hug. i guess, i am stupid.
i miss the old you and the old us. us as in you and me, when we were together as close friends and as a relationship.
even yet, i already have a great day, and then i just see ur name up on facebook or msn or whatever.. then my day goes down just too see that one name, and that name is you. everytime i see that name.. i froze for like a good second and realized that we’re already over, why bother.